Today I was supposed to go for the choir SYF audition... At first, I thought it was compulsory... But then after that, I found out that it was not... So I decided not to go for the audition... Because I never intend to go for the audition at all... It was because I THOUGHT it was compulsory... That's why I practise for it... (Actually not really practicing, just merely singing a little by little only...) And the reasons for not wanting to go for the audition is: 1st, I can't sing the high notes... 2nd, my leg is in pain and I got stomachache... 3rd, I was scared... (Come on, who won't be scared?) 4th, I DON'T WANT TO BE IN THE SYF TEAM!!! So what is the point of going for the audition when I don't even want to be in the team? And if you ask me why I don't want to be in the SYF team, I will say I don't know... I really don't know... I hope I know the answer... But then it is like everyone in the choir is going for the audition except me... What if later everyone in soprano gets into the SYF team except me? And what if they question me about why I didn't go for the audition? What can I explain to them? And Han Wei keep says that I should go and try my luck... Joy also say that... But then I don't want! Han Wei keep say that I should quit choir because my attitude is not right... She keep say all those things that make me guilty! But what's the point of saying all these now when the audition is over? But I tell you, I DON'T REGRET MY DECISION AT ALL!!! I follow my heart, so there is nothing wrong with it! So that's all I have to say... If really han wei is disappointed in me or whatever, I really don't care... But, on a second thought, maybe what han wei says about my wrong attitude of choir is correct... Maybe I should change it... I really don't know... I am really very frustrated about this!!! Arghhh!!!! Who can help me?!
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